Programmed!

We’re programmed in our own unique way! Programmed don’t accept any change. Just like my mum always need to pray, only get poorer instead! No better change! – Always said the same thing “Don’t believe, don’t talk!” in Cantonese! While others programmed only accept logical concepts, just like scientists! While others programmed accept everything, they get viruses easily! Only survived if they’ll immune to it! Their life spans may change! Or get smarter! – upgrading and backup constantly!

You should be glad I didn’t show human’s porn things! Our interests, tastes are different! We’re programmed differently! I use animals for interpretation of you human beings, my thoughts, my feeling and my life, and delicate to somebody, special! Humans charged me everything! They’re my free best actor and actress! Their souls are purer than humans! They’re adorable and sincere! – They’re the pretty things on earth! Only if, my mind corrupted! I lost my memories! I might someday show human things!

Zhu has a twin sister. She’s my champion this year! My outstanding jumper!

Zhu want to be like her, so she practiced lot! Hope someday she can jump over the obstacle just like her sister! But she’s programmed, unable! She’s a different model! – Fat structure! Not pregnant!

I invited foreign talent to teach her well, but only caused her stress! Finally, she gave up her dream because she knew she can’t make it, even she’d tried harder! Guess how did she overcome her obstacle, without jumping over?

She didn’t follow anybody in the society! She made good use her only hope in her own unique way! So clever! She had her own thoughts! But she till clumsy after all, because she’s programmed this way!

(Scientists, wonder why some creatures appeared on other land? They hanged on to their hopes, never let go!)

Hey! When my hopes come to me! So damn long, I’m till waiting! And why our CDC (Community Development Council) didn’t respond me! Why our Singapore government didn’t help me! – Till no good news for me! Only disappointed things!

Humans programmed failed me all the time without giving me hopes! They’re programmed malfunction me! – Stop me keep on going! Cause me to self-destruct myself! Wonder some had turned to destructive! Because they didn’t get any goodies! While others programmed laugh so easy! Because they got their goodies! People gathering smiling all the way, laughing aloud for all to hear it! – talking cold jokes! Especially MPs’ speech! They’re programmed to act that way! But I feel nothing funny! I can’t smile, none please me! I’ll sad all the time if I feel nothing happy, nothing exciting! I don’t talk much; conserve my energy as I feel hungry easily! Because I was programmed to be like this!

If you don’t love me, promote put me to sleep! I’ll die happy! No more worry and hates exist! No more doing the same boring thing! Or I’ll program all my curses in all my dreams – dark huge sparkle rocky egg-shaped mountain I’d dreamed! Hopefully heading into the Earth, ended all you people had achieved to live happy! End all suffering!