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No Probation Period For Me!

Bad company again! Bad Companies Play Evils: Take Notes! Almost everything matched – no Appointment letter, discouraging, threatening! These company very special, not the common one I seen! Reach the company the discouraging trainer (Nadia) told me not to come for work, said I’m slow (hope all fast go to hell first, since they fast!), and said that my buddy (sounded “Ramah” on 3rd training) talked bad about me doing blogging about them! But I didn’t tell anyone my blog name is, just told Blogging was my hobby telling the true things! I just wrote it on my rest day around mid-night! (3 Days Training At KFC/Pizza Hut Call Centre: $3/Hr Only - 3 Days Training At KFC/Pizza Hut Call Centre: $3/H...) And said she will inform me to collect my payment next month!

KFC/Pizza Hut Call Centre is very insincere they should let me know on my rest day yesterday not to come, or call me early this morning, wasted my trips! Give me a very bad impression! I rather buy cheaper pizza around $2, even taste…

3 Days Training At KFC/Pizza Hut Call Centre: $3/Hr Only

27 Dec 2010 (Day 1) Learn the rules, history, and food item names that make me pain pronouncing it, it’s alienated to me! All stated in the handbook that can make you fall asleep! Another trainer introduced of “one system” (Order system) – how to log-in (2 times!)/log-out and basic parts of the keyboard (functionality totally different use in school/home).

28 Dec 2010 (Day 2) I had 3 buddies on the 2nd day (because they’re tired need to play ball game) – the trainer made me observed them how they work! All different way in taking orders using the system (show that their trainers must be different!), and different way in handling customers – confused me sometimes! Hate Buddy Training, not trainers teaching! Why need teachers/trainers for not doing their duties? Let their former students teach! Lost my voice on the 2nd days! Always need to ask the why things! I learned something bad from 1 buddy, don’t want handle call click “not ready!”

Just only on the 2nd day not happy, I discouraged …

Blinded By The True

Everything seems to be true to the fools. Easy believed, easy be fooled! Never investigate find the real true! We just let it continue!

• She’s dead! Actually she’s acting! – True revealed!
• This is my home! I fall asleep easily – Liar! Actually I thought here is my bathroom! – Confused!

My Decoration For Year 2011

New plants arrived for every celebration on earth. I spotted some healthier and cheaper one just less than $10 each! On the left and the right I bought it yesterday to decorate my ugly gloomy home on earth, in Singapore! The middle one I bought for last year decoration till survive, can reuse for the New Year 2011!

Stupid Drills

We never take drill seriously because is not real! We always follow the leader told us where the safe place, is! If I was a terrorist I will kill you all in just one strike, a place where most people think is safe for assembled! If I know everything, I will make good use of it! Be the great terrorist in the history!

• This is just a drill, fake rattlesnake! Don’t take it too seriously, nibble me gently, please don’t make me bleed! I’m real! (Perhaps my blood tasted and smelled like shit that why he didn’t bite me!)

• We practiced a lot of drills, learned to be vigilant. But nothing keep us active, we fall asleep easily and let the bandit in!

Tang Yuan

Read me! Employers never be fair to people who had been in IMH, always make their workers so low and cheap!

I went for an interview at Call centre, Job Club scheduled today, the only job they offered on Tang Yuan festival. Not happy to be a Singaporean! No transport fee benefit travel far, no free meal though related to F&B! Pay so low $4/hr only! How come so low and cheap than production Operator, even lower than my mum with no formal education! Need training for a week, need brain to think! And no TV programs for me when working! – Need to pay TV license for not watching! Stupid technologies these days didn’t suit my needs!

Wasted my effort to get a diploma, great didn’t study in university! So uncertainty these days, no room for me! My mind not active for years doing stupid things, retarded soon! So sick and moody!

Life is so cheap like Tang Yuan so simple and rounded nothing else, for my lunch today!

Diseases Outbreak Fear Us All!

Terrorists, terrorists, no more bombing, your weapons were so outdated! You bombed here, you bombed there, just destructed some areas, didn’t affected all the rest! Not all will fear you, others lives till go on, till enjoy, till playing, not affected by you terrorists!

We live in a two different world! We know you suffered but we do nothing! We’re just watching!
Go everywhere spread diseases learn from the poor and neglected!
• Cut your hair save money; throw it out to spread it! (Just like my neighbors did!)
• Don’t baths make you smell bad, spread diseases in the public! (I practiced that at home only!)
• Let yours dirties out/pee anywhere to thrill yourself, never get caught will be great! (May be thrill if people in Singapore visiting my blog, not by emailing!)
• Stripped naked in public get attentions quickly, others followed it! So despaired people living in Singapore! Better do in front of MP(s) the authorities in public you will be very fame! (I, need help from terrorists –

Practice Unhygienic Drill

Diseases make my mum sick! She will scold me for not bathing! I think she programmed, never give me a break come back and scold me again until I submit! Gave me a chance recorded it!

But I cannot upload the video my mum scolding me. Something went wrong with Blogger yesterday, till now not yet fix! Forget it! Perhaps this is the Gods will, not allow!

Could the videos be the evidence she abused me, no need to care of her when she get weak! Noises pollution no way to hide, no room for me! She always argues with me with her good damn points! Her powerful weapon is shouting, mine is silent no talking, else the war will go on and on never stop it! Wonder why my father left her!

Perhaps my father had done something wrong. What had you done to her? Now she make me suffered taking your place! Married woman changed a lot, very dangerous, very good in spot checking! Even my home clothing all the same color! White! White! White! Perhaps she good in sniffing, born in a dog year!

December is the…

My Third Try

Finally somebody responds called me early this morning when I emailed this Broken Promises: Join The Terrorists! to 3 important parties. Perhaps I wrote properly so I got responding! Don’t tell you how I write/send to whom, copycat save your ass! But only 1 responded me, while the rest do nothing! The terrorists seem important than the MP(s), they too threw away again my letters into the bin!

IMH Job Club gave me a limit choice of jobs, one work in F&B but training at their own premise IMH! No thank you. I rather they offer me a job in a company trained at there and start working! Not in IMH! I had been through in CDC and E2i the courses they offered me, but no employers like to look at the certificates I got from there, till now no job is success!

Good suggest work in F&B, Free meal! But my skin wore off easily doing wet thing! Customers don’t mind if you accidentally eaten my peeled skin! I join F&B!

Others choice, Call centre part-time job that the offer! Need to trave…

Broken Promises: Join The Terrorists!

I did seek help from ComCare, CDC, E2i, MP, IMH Job Club, others whatever! Same, they don’t care! Always like to play ball! So mad and despaired sent my blog link to my MP and Job Club! They treated my letters as spam mails, no reply from them! This the 2nd time sent my link to them, not individually (stupid software doesn’t allow me to put all email addresses into the To: form! Only can CC!) Hope the two parties communicate helping me!

Broken promises! Poor services in the communities! Hired people insincere, not honest! Fake calls to check on me, 1 to 2 rings hanged up the phone quickly, just to fool their own bosses they did made calls! Fake helping, fake directing my life! Don’t feel like a home to me! This type of communities! The city belongs to you, not me!
Joined the terrorists! Terrorists should exist, because no one makes things perfectly for everyone in needs! Isn’t a crime for not helping! Broken promises! Fake also at the right side acted to be good and kind! May be the r…

I have Name!

If you don’t love me, don’t give me name, don’t play with me, then slaughtered me when I get big to get profit or whatever things, because I don’t want to be attached to it, asking why you let me go, that cruelty! If you read me all, I have thoughts, I have dreams. I’m unique!

• You keep me waiting! Bored me to sleep! Now you call me, let play!

• Leave me alone! I’m drugged. Stop calling me, you broke my dream! Hate my name!
• My friend calling me! I clean my home nice and neat invite her in!
This was my playmate, Zhen Zhu, my yellow golden Fur ball! She was very responsive to her name except when she’s moody. One of my hobbies disturbed her when she’s slept! – Nothing to play with!

I feel she had psychic. She cannot forecast but she knew I was watching her sleep! She would wake up suddenly staring straight at me! Perhaps she can sense my breathing, my heartbeat! No more worry, you had no chance to steal from me, my old friend had gone for long!

Now she’s in her comfort zone free to …

Addiction Need A Cure

I blocked games that had the same concept, bored and those let my virtual pets died! Just play those are fame! If I blocked the games I played with you, doesn’t mean I don’t like you. Always be my Facebook friends if you don’t blocked me out! I’m a responsible Facebook gamer! I don’t hang on the game I’m not playing, for you send gifts to your active players easily! You should be grateful to me!

Facebook games designers need to improve lot on gifts for all games play. With a simple click, not 1 by 1 on the Requests page and in my inbox game! Have choice of gifts to choose send back friends will be great; if I wanted the gift send back to me too! Actually I like to send everyday but double work, spent too much time on dealing with gifts! Don’t be anger if I send gifts once or twice a week. Learn to quit my habit because I addicted to it!

I’m addicted, can’t help it. I forget to feed them. They protested crying for help! I hurt my love, myself, neglected my duties!
Lord come back, I’m…

Broken Home

My home is not complete that why I ran away from home! One of my parents played a fool while other acted weak at home! I don’t feel like going home, stop calling me to go home!

I’m not vigor muscular young anymore. I’m old and shrinking, lost my fur my hair, showing I’m going to leave! My children neglected me, left me alone in a home. This home just a “Tomb” for me to die alone let my corpse to rot! Common lifestyle in Singapore!
Now our Government enforces a law, children must care of their old parents. Good to give birth in Singapore, so your children must return you when you get old!

But how about me trying to save my home, but people outside trying to ruin my home!

Cactuses: My Souvenirs

I started to collect cactuses when I was jobless, one of my hobby give myself a reward! They’re my failure souvenirs, keep my spirits up!

If I had money or time I would go shopping buy something cheer me up a bit, mainly cactuses, after going through disappointed job interviews! Don’t want tell you where my favorite spot is, or you will take it away from me!

Cactuses are strong, sturdy and long lasting if I take good care of it! They need not water everyday, water once or twice a week, depend on the weather. Suit for people who busy lazy, in a climate like Singapore, hot and humid!

Picture show my collection of cactuses on a shelf. Need men, need to pay for their service! I fixed the shelf my own! Just hated the concrete so damn hard to drill holes! But I had perseverance! Luckily I made it through before my drill bit wore off! And no one complain for drilling for long!

Don’t laugh at me, men! These days most men don’t know how to climb trees living in the cities. They’re lost their ab…

Intention To Run Away

Ever encountered any service or anyone ignored you! Avoided you or pushed ball to others, whenever you tried to contact them! Below videos showed might be the reasons why and solution some more! (Dedicate to anyone “Intention to Run Away”, should be hanged! Bad gene!)

The more you called, the more I hid. I’m stressed! Stop calling me! I don’t care!

I need help a force to deal with things, because I had a bad gene “Intention to Run Away” in everything! I just can’t help it! (Hong Hong was good in control everything, all her husbands!)

I need space! I will respond you without stress! I won’t run away, because I mixed with the good gene!

Forget Me

I learn less caring! Having 'Illness is a Sin!’ Black sheep pretense & manipulation in our daily lives! They made me bleed! Just separated from my mum a week! She can't recognize me! Like magic changed in everything!

I'm the victim of the society!
Ever anyone insulting u taking medicine? Always rubbing your old wounds! Want u drugged with sadness! These're the ill-willed animals encourage u taking drugs! Helping u forgotten yourself!

Like those animals locked me up fed me with poison & put me in silence! "Felt shot with a tranquilizer dart!" Their drugs got side effects helped me forgotten pains... by losing my memories bit by bit! (I'm special case, they cannot take my preaching, they let me go!)

Singapore Discrimination environments issues cannot be cured! Caused many... having health problems! Helped others ended their lives! No space for everybody. They’ll left u behind encourage commit Suicide! Doctors actually happy if u sick or dying! They ga…

Rightful Life Partner

I had given Hong Hong choices to choose her life partner. Most males tended to be lazy only active when the night came! She was a very choosy, furious Queen! She will make all her husbands bled, if she didn’t like it! Except the oldest one Fei Bao, she preferred him! Because I didn’t seen him bled, except I heard him screamed, sometime! Perhaps animal’s kingdom talk about space, not money! The oldest one will die soon, so she can occupy more space! Smart hah! But never thought, she died soon before him!

I’m sincere to my life-partner, never play a fool or cheat. Accept my love’s weaknesses, because I love my life partner! No third or other parties were allowed! So we will stay longer. We’re a good loving couple!

My dad respected my mum dearly (actually afraid of her!). He didn’t stop her from chasing me! I’m not courting you mum! Is me, Junior your lovely son!

Life Ended Life Begin!

Cold night, woke up early this morning, couldn’t sleep! Take a peek what my playmates were doing. Spotted a couple acted strangely. Hope was not the scene I thinking! I called out her name, no response! Then I knew she was gone! Not again prepare a coffin for the dead, my playmate! Such a young age though she can’t give birth anymore at her age, a good mother, a good gene cares of everything, response every time I call. Hong Hong my favorite one in this year! Died so easy, so pretty with Mr. Right some more!

Her husband Fei Bao groomed her when she dead! Never saw him so close to her except they’re mating.

Next Fei Bao dug and buried her like trying to keep her warm!

Then he just lay beside his dead wife for hours!

What a coincidence, a life ended another life begin!

Never Forget

Never will forget the lost, the pain, the lessons that had been taught, impressed so deeply in my thought, that will never be gone as I’m till remember lor!

I tried to forget my pain but my offspring resembled my sperm donor. Why!

Family Never Perfect!

Families not always perfect, might ended up complicated these days. May only true love stayed longer. Perfect families will never last long! Will be gone someday!

Act to be a good married couple in our Honeymoon.

Split, can’t get along!

I’m dead, not exist anymore!

Gods Play On The Fools Again!

Blame the mindless authorities don’t know how to control the crowd and deal with the problems well. Blame the crowd easy fooled never stayed calm! Everyone panicked, rushed and fled for their lives, care about themselves! Pushed and stampeded each other, crushed to death! Mourned for the dead, what’s the point! They’ll never rest in peace!

I never like to go to the crowd; selfish act always caused a lot of death! It happened before, and it happened again! We never learned the lessons well!

Perhaps we should learn from Muslims way – thousands of Muslims moving round a big black square building (Kabah), they leave a gap, space for everyone, never push, never seen they crushed. Perhaps I missed it. Wonder gods have the chance to play them next?

Beauty And The Beast

Occasionally, the beauty and the beast will visit me, my unit!

Video show I captured a cockroach staying still like a statue. Perhaps it tired of living, for us to kill!  I made it blur so it’s not looked so ugly! My mum sounded not happy for blocking her way to kill it. I also not happy, she didn’t understand my body language, our voices recorded in! Suppose to be a silence video sends to our Town Council/NEA, there’re cockroaches in my unit, not joking! But somehow got evidences can’t make the change, forget it!

Picture show a colorful butterfly visited my unit. We let it stayed for a night, and it was gone the next morning!
What if the cockroach generic changed, painted with beautiful colors and it’s good for environment too. Will you spare its life? Harsh, harsh, harsh reality! Beauty with good looking will spare, the ugly will die!

But somehow we don’t know how to preserve the beauty, we destroyed it, let it vanished extinct in this world! What for looking at the dead specime…

Chinese Opera

My aunt invited my family to watch a Cantonese Opera yesterday night. My mum made me to go, near our Community Club and it was free! Never see my aunt acting on stage, never know she can sing! (Picture 2 show her dressed in blue acting)

This was my 1st time watch opera live on stage, not from TV! There no acrobatic fighting just singing and dancing art form. All I used my imagination because I don’t know what they’re singing but I did enjoy the show!

What unique about this opera was, mainly performed by plump old folks. Audience also mainly attended by most old folks! New generation don’t appreciate this kind of art. Perhaps they are not talented to learn. That what unique and special about this art, no one able to copy it!

I was attracted to their colorful painted faces that reminded me of “Tang Yuan” (round colorful balls in soup). And with their big staring wide lively eyes, and their colorful costumes! They looked like live beautiful dolls acting on stage!

Since our government d…

Design For Ladies Please!

Better design convenience and easy suits for ladies too. No need to wear bra thing or so many clothing especially living in this hot and humid place, call Singapore! Might be the next flexible lazy suit for the new generation need! Everyone busy, everyone rushing! And no more breast cancer for wearing tight thing! Cannot breathe!

Olympics: Winner! Loser! Hidden!

Every test tests us how long we can take and endure! How far we can reach! In the end the same, all will face death! Whether you a winner, loser or hidden! Lost everything we have – your health, your youth look, your hair and your teeth, having poor vision, lost of your memories when you get older and older, and back to infant state again! Can’t take anything when you leave! Why not make a better world instead. Perhaps your next life will be better too! If you believe your own religion way!

• Who said I must run on wheel, can’t I run like this! See how easy the wheel spins! (Cheater!)

• I’m the fastest climber to reach the top! Who can beat me! (I know you good, don’t speak! Bragger!)

• Hang on tight, never give up! How long can I take? (Macho, I know you good. Very good! I see it! All my girls love you, you have it all! Can you let me win one in my lifetime? Please!)

• Unbelievable I can jump that far! (Don’t underestimate your abilities and your real rivals!)

• Read me I can jump better, f…

Happy Pets

In facebook most people don’t say the word “please” thing. Perhaps they don’t like to beg! Most of them come here to play. And not all understand English. I even use translator communicate with them. Some kids even use adult photos for their profile, and they always speak simple English, I thought I play with kids all the time! “Can you help me/send this …?” “I don’t have.” “I will help if I have …” “Can allow my pet mate with yours?” All in very short sentences, simple and so direct that what so good about kids! So I speak very simple just like them, more easily get new friends! Must always say can! Or they will not be your friends!

Until I met one not so simple at all! Must say “please” in the first place and asked for return some more! That the moment I knew she was not a simple pure kid! If I was a kid I think I will cry! Tell my mum someone in facebook bullied me! My mum will definitely happy to say “Don’t play la!”

Think she was angry I published this common game post on the wa…

Mistakes For Everybody!

Everyone will make mistakes, even gods what you people believe in! Not so powerful at all whatever humans create! Those with power can control, are gods! Governments are our Gods, decided your fate your destiny! What can you do gods, if the government blocked my blog? Till believe what you people believed in, the god things!

If there is god, mistake you created me, gave me life! Mistake you place me in the wrong place in the wrong time! Perhaps that your purpose made me idle at home wasted my life! Or that your purpose, wants me to pass miseries! Or that your mistake can’t see me make me mixed with the bad genes! – Dishonesty, insincere, hypocrite evil people everywhere! Take me my lord makes my heart stop! But please have my mind and my soul intact I want to remember things! Back for revenge easily! That the karma!

Everyone made mistakes depend on luck, your fate, whether you get caught or not! Only the dead can keep secret! Or perhaps you worked alone just like me. No double eyes f…

Responsive, Sensation Test!

I did a lot of responsive tests between males and females. Most of all females are most responsive and sensitive! Below a video show you why female is the faster responsive and sensitive than male! My playmates – the gray coated is a female name “Hong Hong”, and the black and white coated is a male name “Fei Bao”.

Wonder why Mas Selamat, (the runaway limped man) can escape easily from Singapore! Wonder why Oliver Fricker (daring and creative artist) can trespass into a protected area and vandalizing an SMRT train! SMRT should pay him for his work done! His graffiti design is very nice and very professional. Better than graffiti designs in Singapore, lifeless, dull and boring! I don’t mind if he can paint my home if it free! I will return him about his arts in my blog for free too!

We should thankful to them the bold and daring guys show us there’re loopholes in our Singapore security! Or all the mindless authorizes didn’t know it! Don’t be deceived by the appearance – the guards, thei…

We Are Gods

Every one of us is god, can play a role as a god to decide for others fate and destiny! Decide to kill or not! Decide to deliver miseries or not! Decide to help or not!

Don’t you ever kill any insects or anyone you hate? Punish or bully anyone who lowers than your grade your rank! Same as this person, who frustrated, had decided for this cat life!

Me too, I’m a god always blow my hamsters off from their home cage, fun and like to see them fall! Funny they don’t seem mind at all, come again let me blow them off! Stop only when I give in – exhausted! Perhaps they treated me as their god – food delivery lord!

After all we will feel hunger for something. We need support from others, not a real god. But we can play a role as a god decides for others fate and destiny!

Gods Play On Humanity!

Recently I heard someone got killed involved in a staring incident, was brutally hacked to death in a gang fight, so daring these days in bright day light in the public! A good lesson from our expertise – Don’t continue stare at people, should walk away cowardly to public place filled with people!

50% agreed with our expertise in Singapore, this would not be happened! “No one like to be stared even Gods!” that my speech!

Somehow it wouldn’t work out if people just like to watch the troubles – they don’t care, don’t help wait for others help even they did heard somebody was screaming for help! They would give all sorts of excuses! I too, if I was a witness, I don’t know Kung Fu, don’t have power to stop it! Perhaps I would scream depend on my mood, telling white lie “police is coming!”

Their parents and friends should responsible for his death too – may mix with wrong friends got their friend into trouble, born in wrong family didn’t teach their children well! How they confronted an…

Spare My Ears! No Ugly Please!

If you want to play prank on people, go to the flats which have lower walls, common corridors. Dress ugly walk across it in the silent night, turn your head around freak them out! People scared died of heart attack! You know! This is what our evil designers had planned for long! Imagine before you built something! To all our mindless designers in Singapore!

Occasionally I will hear noises, something rampaging through some things, and scratching noises in a silent night! But this time different, hearing noises included ringing of bells in the dark at night when everyone was sleeping! I wondered did they hear it. Or they too scared to look out, or they slept too deeply can’t hear any thing! Quite creepy and spooky never heard that sound before in the night at this hour! Brought my handphone along with my camera on, just in case I may freeze to death! Shocked! No need went through autopsy open up my body knows the cause of my death! – having heart attack! Great, is not human like, it was…

Birthday Twice!

I have my birthday twice for each every year – one on Chinese calendar and one on International calendar! Actually four birthdays on this month, the same October! My mum very good to remember it! Somehow I would forget, absent-minded or too busy, especially birthdays that fall on Chinese calendar. Too small cannot see!

My mum is a traditional woman; birthday is very special for her. Perhaps she wanted me to remember the good things on earth when she gone! She will take her annual leaves even mine to celebrate birthday! If I’m working take leaves just like her, I think my boss will sack me! Who will care about your birthday, working these days! Only for the heads!

Mee mee mee, mee again! Chinese peach buns and two eggs! What eaten in, what goes out! I rather she gives me cash to buy my favor things better! Perhaps a new PC, spare a thought for my old one let it rest, the only asset I can connect to the world! If I have a lot of PCs or free facilities to learn things easy, I will write …

Dirty Singapore: Gifts From Above And Below!

Every week my neighbors live above will send gifts down to me. Suggest and complain again feedback to NEA since our Tampines Town Council didn’t do good job only made unprofessional students went to every floor advised people not to litter! Same lor, littering! No DNA test of the rubbish to catch the real culprits from my above unit! Think of collecting the rubbish throw them back to the culprit if I know who the one throwing!

One of the nasty gifts: Hairball flew to my unit!
Every week my Town Council sprays insecticide in the rubbish chutes in every flat. The insects, mainly the cockroaches till have the strength crawl up to 3 storeys high! Crawl to my kitchen my unit! Wonder I get diarrhea this day! Or maybe I stayed at home too long my health deteriorated – home imprisonment!

Drive me crazy every week! My head spin, I feel sick, can’t breathe! Every time need to clean! Always make me do the killing! Is our government trying to train me how to kill? Need not, I dare to kill! No need…

Blogger Back To Normal!

Oh great! Blogger Team finally heard me. See my blog is it? So fast like a lightning speed, solved the problem yesterday! Not like Singapore most services like to drag until I become a dead corpse!

Back to normal the way I log in to Blogger! No need go to Google Account anymore! You know I almost deactivated you, move my blog somewhere else! Thinking governments blocked my blog, I talked bad about them, or you caught viruses or something else! Please inform me if you do something. Almost freaked me out! This is my honesty speech. Now I remember you forever! And your nice new look face!

Great Dream!

Today was a special day to me; teacher took us for an outing trip! So great to be a kid! Just like me! Suppose to be a good trip. But my teacher played favoritism toward other kids. I felt left out!

Look at the sky spotted a ship floating above me. I pointed to the ship doing the cursing things. Just hate to hear the laughter in it! Unleashed my power at the ship made it burst into flames and it collapsed to the ground made the earth shake!

I heard the sound of loud deafening noises from the ship, the cry, shouting, screaming from people in it. My angry teacher told me to stop it! But I just can’t stop it! Too great, destroyed and buried everything!

What a cool nice dream! How I wish I had the power, that what I missing!

Blogger Is Not Easy Anymore!

Today, as usual want to release my thoughts write something, log in to Blogger but cannot get in. Try many times till cannot! Check the Caps Lock, till the same! Never will forget my password log in! How can forget! Unless I lost my thought! Seek for support from the Blogger Team send me email instantly, give me a link to visit search for the answer, myself!

A lot answers from forum help, a lot of funny and so many steps! One said that ” You cannot unlink your blog from your Google account, but you can transfer the blog to another Google account.” Have another account for what purpose? Don’t know who can trust so many talking came from nowhere!

I’m not IT/software expert, I don’t dare to touch the settings, scared I lost everything. I thought Blogger is easy, now not any more! I don't want my Blogger associated with the Google Account! I just want it back to old day the way I log in! Who was the idiot trying to brainwash me? Now I need to remember Google …

Toilets Check! Check! Check!

Some companies in Singapore, toilets also have upper class and lower class too! Hate peak hour fighting for toilets! Can’t use the upper class toilet, locked – for authorities use only! Some people who were poor they stole toilet rolls in some companies for home use, I saw it, but never mentioned to anybody. Authorities never knew it; they never use the lower class toilets.

But some companies they knew – the calculative and stingy one, spies everywhere! What they do? No toilet rolls in the toilets, as a punishment for all! If you check every toilet cubicle, don’t have toilet rolls that the companies practices! And better check got soap available in the toilet, or you will carry germs everywhere, just a very few companies in Singapore practice that. Don’t ever think every gadget you bought from the market is clean, made from dirty hands some more!

Water surely have, don’t worry! But somehow they’re really cunning cut down the running water of the taps. The moment you press got water …

My New Handphone W995

What good about my new handphone W995, its stability is better and can take clearer picture/videos (8.1 megapixel), my old handphone K750i just 2 megapixel only (hands and images must be steady to take good picture!). For messaging, it can easily add image I captured on camera; add cute animation, video, music or sound recorded!

For media, I can create my own playlist, but can add music format only, not for video format! (Not like in PC, Windows Media Player can play any music and videos formats in my own playlist as long as have the right codec pack installed!)

It has motion sensor that can change the volume, switch tracks and good for playing games, exercise a bit – just shake my handphone! Something fun to play with but never do in public, feel a bit awkward using this! Just afraid it flung off from my hand and hit somebody if I didn’t hold on tightly!

W995 don’t have ‘date and time’ function printed on the photos I captured, and cannot recognize the videos and the pictures I had…

Better Don’t Plant Outside!

In the past, I intended to plant outside but later decided not for some reasons:

• Most my plants are small and tiny, strong wind can blow it off!

• Can’t enjoy the view of my garden if I planted outside at the common corridor!

• If I stayed outside viewing my plants for long, people might think I’m crazy or get punished kicked out from home!

• Save the trouble for cleaners to clean my unit outside, no objects obstruct them to do their duties.

• Worst! Somebody might sabotage my plants – by loan sharks, pee/poo by mischief birdies or whatever things! Humans did that too, mainly for guys. Either they’re playing mischief or take revenge by peeing on somebody’s plants! Or no one willing to share their toilets to stranger. Dangerous this day! So what they do, pee lor! If you want to pay a visit in the neighborhood, don’t drink!

I had seen people peed in swimming pool in the public, convenience no one sees above! Since then, I never go for a swim anymore! Thank to you people made me lose i…

No Balcony For My Garden!

Gardening is the healthiest activity on earth. I feel peace! This is my garden planted indoor in my room with no much direct sunlight too much trees outside! Photo taken in a brighter light!

I used to spend all day long looking at it when nothing occupied me. Better than looking at yellow walls at home! Too bad don’t have balcony, not my dream home! One said people don’t have balcony they hardly know how to enjoy life! Wonder people are so dull can’t enjoy every moment in their own home! If I have one, I will create my own garden, keep pets or enjoying the breeze and fall asleep, or looking at outside view – the moon, the stars at night.

Too bad Singapore common flats don’t have this, only common corridors! Most flats are all so flat and dull, flatted faces! Look the same and might get lost if you are new! Perhaps our designers are dull people came from hell, created such dull environments, dull life for people to live in!

Special Day To Remember!

Today, I attended resume writing at Job Club. Suppose to be on Wednesday last week. Perhaps Job Club treated me as a disease transporter afraid I talk nonsense (the true) to people who attended the class. So they gave me a lesson individually, very special for me! Nothing much just need to amend my old resume that had given too much detail! My occupation therapist said will call me back this Friday about the job things!

Today is truly special to remember, not the lesson, is my mum birthday! Went shopping with her after the lesson, at Giant – one of my favorite spot shopping center in Singapore! She purchased a stainless steel kettle jug (Very fast water boiling 3 to 5 min! Depend on amount of water in it. Auto switch off when completed!) at cheaper price for every $30 purchase! She very happy, her birthday gift!

I suppose to buy a digital camera but later decided to buy a handphone with camera instead, same brand but different model. Too bad cannot trade in with the old one, malfuncti…


I like pitchers but not the pitchers created by humans for me to fall into it! I love pitcher plants at first sight! They are natural art to me! They suit in shaded and bright areas but not in direct sunlight. With a bit of breeze help them promote their growth too, nice to see the pitchers dancing in the air! They like water, no need to fertilize! I learn a good lesson from this mute plant, put them in the right suitable place so they grow well and stronger, and created more pitchers!

Make To Be A Champion!

We’re always pushing ourselves to a limit, until we can’t take it any longer! Study and learning things we’re not really enjoy. Success not always come naturally even we had achieved our goals. Our abilities, skills, knowledge and experience not always put at the right place. Give up someday due to some reasons!

Now I spend the remaining life make myself a champion playing online games! Enjoy every moment I have. Learn to be a simple-minded happy person, though I’m not!

Failed again! Hate you made me climb! It not my instinct to be a climber!

Practices make perfect! Finally I reached the top. Spare me I’m single! It won’t be lucky for me next time!

Stop barking at me! Can’t you see! I’m struggling! Can’t hang on anymore! Give up! Lucky I, after fall till alive!

Job Interview Skills At Job Club

Early morning received a call confirmed class today! Arrived too early waited outside, don’t’ like it. I attended Job Interview Skills before in school, CDC and e2i, so nothing to fear at all, almost the same thing! Just with one candidate attended the class in a small room. Keep shaking his legs beside me, so disturbing, I pretended see nothing!

Ended class early and stopped raining, good for shopping no need to rush, queue and wait, no need to squeeze in a non-peak hours in a cool nice day!

Job Club Stood Me Up

I was stood up today. The person in charge didn’t show up! So unprofessional! Didn’t give me a call? Nothing good talk about Job Club today! Wasted my trip! Suppose Career Exploration today but I don’t think it suit me, it’s related to job fairs and career talks that I had been gone through many time in my life but no good result! I don’t think it work out for me I can’t get into professional line! – Discrimination till exist!

Want to be like me or you’re new to this world, read my blog! This is a wake up call for you all! Real life! You can write my true story into your essay or whatever! Anyway education is stupid had become commercialized! But try writing it your own words, don’t let your authorities know you writing mine!

Bad day, rain with strong winds, messed up my hair! Why no thunders! Struck me la! Sick life! Better struck all the praying temples in Singapore! Corrupted people! Corrupted minds! Always spot flaws! No more good, no more right, only Evils!

Back home tortured m…


Home is a place I feel belong, where I can relax, feel comfort, a place to be my own. Home might be terrible to live in, pollutions everywhere! Or just home, a place to be rest in peace!

Come to me my Lord. Help me! Take me Home!

Find my way home!

I’m home, commit suicide at greatest high! (Jin Jin, my actress)

Don’t leave me here, everything don’t seem so right! I don’t feel belong! (Jin Jin, my actress)
Jin Jin, my pet playmate, she like to bully anyone in the cage (as you seen her in the video clip at No Compromise), so I punished her left her alone on the stool. She started crying like a baby want to go home! Great actress! She likes to make a lot of noises in the day and in the night, but I love her because she unique, she can sing! She had an angel voice! I just like to hear her scream – crybaby! That reminded me of someone at work like to control everything, bully everybody, but my boss loved her because she’s unique!

Freedom Of Speech Make Things Perfect!

People need to let go their stress or they will find their own way! Vandalize in public, hurt themselves or frustrate on something else – torture others, the weak, their pet, whoever comes across their path!

I had seen a guy hit a tree on the street while I was traveling on a bus. Might be the reason why the trees in Singapore always falling down these day! Better hit the trees, remove it from my windows make my home brighter!

Who made them sick, so mad and stressed to do those things! Who?

Good king, good boss, good authority should listen to all voices, make things perfect! Reflect themselves, engage in introspection. Why people did that? If can, make better change! Don’t just punish them!

Punishment for kids no allowance, if they’re misbehaved! Punishment for adults gives warning letters, if they talked bad or misbehaved! Then decide to keep the warning letters as a proof or for souvenirs to brag about that your achievements to show that you had gown up to receive the awards in…

Mooncake Festival

Today is Mooncake festival, my lunch for the rest of the day. On the left is a box of moon cakes, just ate one. On the right show a yam almost blended in with the old bowl! In the center! Can’t see it. Sorry you’re color-blind! I had eaten all the rest, left one for my mum show that I love her till thinking of her. Hah! Just hate to wash the dish!

Complain Of Games Play!

Is a good sign for people to complain! So there will be improvement or some changes in our life. May get better or worst. Better if everyone satisfied, worst when asked for money!

Facebook is not perfect; always give me headaches and problems too!

In FarmVille I complained about when my chicken Coop will expand! I want to put all my chickens in, no place to put my things for the next challenging! Don't want to sell them that my achievement! Give me a headache to arrange my things!

For FishVille, it limits the number of things to put in my tanks, 100 only for each! Another headache! Don’t limit me better as there’s till got space in it! What for put in my store, for souvenirs is it! Give me extra tanks, better!

Cafe World also gives me another headache! When can I expend my cafe always say coming soon, coming soon, I'm old already reached 90 till now haven't expand yet! Don't make me give up on you just because for this reason hah!

Others OK, no much complain, accept…